My eyes aren’t as bright as they used to be.
It’s too late to go back.
The sun now shines bright, on the monuments to my uselessness.
To unsee, to unlearn, to reach for lost innocence; like grasping for sand.
The insatiable curiosity has bled me dry.
Track Name: Host
This bitter heart pounds with enough force to shatter every rib in my chest.
I hope it does tonight.
Cratered chest left gaping for the rest of this host to collapse into itself.
Everything felt at once and the core burns bright like a star.
I’m everything and nothing.
Track Name: Terminal
I have no motivation.
Left to die.
Tossed out life.
Burden all, burden inside.
We’re lost to all of you.
Track Name: Cave
Where do you turn when hope abandons you, just like everyone that ever said always?
The sun can’t reach me here.
I’m learning to worship the isolation.
Free from hate, life in a cave.